A friend of mine asked why don’t I write as much anymore, I didn’t quite know how to answer that question.
This weekend I thought about it and I finally have some time to sit down and think, I realize I don’t really know what to say. These past weeks have been a whirlwind for me. I’ve dropped my kid off across the country at Prep school and I’ve been out of town. There wasn’t a whole lot of down time.
If I’m honest with myself I’ve been avoiding. Avoiding the fact that I’m officially an empty nester two years earlier than I’m supposed to be. So now the question is what to do what to do with all of this time. I’m learning French thanks to Rosetta Stone. I guess I should up my workouts. I can put in more hours at work. I can put in more time on my blog. Finally read the instructions on how to put my new camera on timer mode and so on and so on.
Most of all I have to get comfortable with it just being me again. For so many years regardless of if I was in a relationship or not it’s been just me and Justin. Now it’s just me, so watch out world.
Today I miss my son but I know that I’m doing what is best for him and his future education and career. So I’m going to suck it up and make something great happen today.